This week was hell and it was irrelevant compared to world events. Some days it's hard to stay focused on gratitude and realizing how lucky we are. We let stupid details create havoc in our lives.
I went off my medication and I lost my happy, go lucky perspective on life. Everything is bugging me and I have no shield from it all. Kind of sad to think that it was medicine that was helping me cope. I now have to find the strength from within to cope and not let the stupid, idiotic things impact me so much. I know intellectually that they don't matter but emotions run deep when there is nothing protecting them.
I need my quiet time. I need my friends. Everything just can't be about work, which doesn't fulfill me. How do I make the changes I need?
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