What happens when they run out of my PMDD meds

All I want to do is sleep.  I had all these plans today and I ended up working and finishing up some stuff that was hanging over my head.

I have not felt this alone and isolated in a long time.   I don't feel like I am part of anything right now although I keep making efforts and trying.   At home, my friends all have their own lives and I feel disconnected from it these days.   I need to make some changes.  I need to be living my life.  I feel like time is just passing me by and for what purpose?

I used to be a workaholic but life has taught me that it is a false reality.