I feel absolutely exhausted right now. I think it's partly all the physical therapy I am doing and the pain I am trying to overcome. I thought I was coming down with something yesterday but I think it might have been a serious case of allergies. I forget how much I get impacted by changes in weather and it's gone from being hot to cool to very hot again. I've also spent the last three nights in the city where it was absolutely freezing. I can't believe how cold it is in SF in the summer.
i am so wary of people who only know how to take. My friend introduced me to someone who I am now trying to get out of my life but he keeps hanging on. I guess the best response is not to respond? I have tried to be polite but I think takers don't want to hear that you are not interested in giving.
Right now, I just want to focus on what and who is important. I am so tired of people who suck my energy and quite honestly, I have no energy to give them. I have to keep it for my own healing and sanity.
On the other hand,I am very grateful for all the real and wonderful people in my life and they are the ones who I really want to focus on. Life is right now and I want it to be about the positive. We waste too much time on the negative and I need to change my focus on building. I keep learning and getting to new insights, which is very cool!
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