I haven't written in a long time. It's not that I didn't want to write. I just couldn't. I've had so many emotions that I have been feeling and I just couldn't put them down here partly because they were private and this is public and partly because I have just been having a really rough time. I have never felt so alone in my life. I feel like I've made some progress about where I want to be in my life, I have made absolutely no progress at all. A big part of it is that I have reached a major crossroad and the world around me has melted down.
We are in a very bad economic time that is impacting millions of people, including me. And I am the fortunate one. I have absolutely NOTHING to complain about in comparison with the heartache of others. But my little world right now is impacted.
It's as though my head knows of things I can do differently but I am totally stuck. I have to figure out how to get unstuck. And I suck at asking for help.
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