I just deleted what I wrote earlier this week because I am in a different state of mind right now. It's time to make some changes in every part of my life and I need to get focused and get rid of all the negative energy and people.
My expectations of people are way too high. They won't change so I need to make changes to get what I need. There is no destination. This is it and I can't let anyone or anything get me down.
I need to get out of the house and get more involved. I need to be around people who are authentic and don't make me question motives and agendas. I need honesty and consistency.
This past week was rough because I don't feel like I have an anchor right now. It's up to me to create it.
I am am working to get clarity. I need to do more on my own. I hope it won't rain on Monday so I can go to Carmel and spend some time by the ocean. I will need Plan B if it rains.
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