I am feeling very frustrated right now. Did I make a bad decision?
The answer is no, if it was about changing my life in terms of health and being home. I am not traveling at all and I am able to start thinking about how I build my life and community. I am home so now I need to fill in the blanks of pursuing my interests - joining a Board, attending lectures, theatre, film festivals, walks, etc. I also want to start writing now that I figured out an idea for a book.
The answer is yes on the intellectual part. I am not a back office person and I am not here to manage the organization. I found out so much on Wed. about the state of things that it has made me reflect a lot. It also made me a bit angry that I didn't do my full due diligence. Although with all my travel, I just needed to breath again.
I want to start pursuing my needs about what I want to with my life. The question is how do I take the talent I have and leverage it to improve my lifestyle and happiness. At this age, I need to master my life.
I am going to take Monday off and have a long weekend focused on me. Maybe my friends can help me think through this tomorrow.
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