First of all, I gained weight when I was sick. Nothing fits and it was so uncomfortable to wear pants that used to be loose that were digging into my skin on my nerve area. I just took my drugs when I got home so I hope I make sense.
What a disappointment tonight was ... I think I am going to give up soon. They had 5 different tables at the same restaurant in the city and mine totally sucked. There were 2 really cute guys when I got there but they were at another table.
There were NO cute/decent guys at my table. They ask you to dress up and one of the guys showed up in jeans with his work polo shirt. He works at a frame shop! We had so much in common! He was upset that he forgot to record the next food network star. Then, there was a guy who had a nice personality but was totally into himself. He was on the large side and I found out that his size was associated with him being a chef instructor. There were no sparks but at least he was a bit worldly. He was having an orgasm over his food, especially the fried calamari. I was wondering if he should get his own table. He had studied the menu online and already made his decisions on what he was going to order. When I turned down my glass of complimentary wine, he asked me to get it so he can have it. I complied. The third guy was an engineer with a start-up. He was interesting. He was born in Yemen. But we had nothing much in common. It was a very long evening. One of the first questions was how long people have been members. The frame guy was the longest at 2 years ... I would shoot myself!
One woman arrived late and I talked to her on the way out and she was actually interesting but I never got to talk to her during the dinner. The third woman was strange; I could tell that she didn't like me and made a face every time I spoke. I had the least in common with her. I wonder if people look at the mirror before they leave the house ... I am going to sound awful but it does create a first impression. Her purse totally clashed with the rest of her outfit.
I am going to try one more time and then go talk with someone. I wrote a flaming feedback but to the organizers but don't know if anyone will take notice. I could run such a better business than this ...
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